My Love that I care for so deep has said no
to the most important question I could ask her,
she said that maybe in time it would be yes
but for now it is no.
oh how it tears me up inside
to hear those words that I have dreaded since
I first thought about asking,
It tears me up to know that that is how she feels
but at the same time I must be strong
for I know that in my heart she will say yes one day
and then we will be together forever.
Yes Forever
For an eternity, for life, till death do us part
The worst part about this is
she said even she was going to say yes
but something in her heart said to say no for the time being.
I know the words should mean nothing to me right now
but it tears me apart to hear them,
I know not why it does but it does,
I feel as if a part of me has died
and I do not know how to bring it back.
So all there is for me to do now is try to be strong and smile
no matter how bad it hurts!
I know someday she will say yes
but its knowing not when that day will be that tears me apart.
I feel as though someone leapt into me
stabbing my heart a million times,
and unfortunately that feeling is and will be there every time
I look into her eyes until the day comes that she says yes.